What do I want out of my life?

I have been asking myselft this question a lot lately. I am stuck in place and need to move on. I have been thinking about my life and how I am living it. I have been thinking about if I am in the right place or on the path. Do I wanna be this girl forever or could I be something more? I used to believe in karma, and I also believed if you where a good person the favor would one day be returned. Why is it that people that put themselves first seem to be farther ahead then me? or does it just seem like it? I work and work and come home to realize my life hasn't changed it the last three years and it is going nowhere. I am just confused. I love being happy. As obvious as that is (who doesn't) love being happy, but honestly I have always been a happy outgoing girl. I don't see that girl anymore. The question is how do I get that person back. I probably never will totally but I would setttle for a partial return. The more I think about my life the more I realize how sheltered I was. I lived in a small town where I am proud to say it but 90% of the people loved me. I was considered one of the cute girls. I was always busy and with friends. I thought nobody had what I had family wise. The sad part is this is all true as dumb as it sounds. I thought I was something (and not in a stuck up way. I have always been a good person) I put myself and others on a certain kind of pedestal . I had never known unhappiness, loneliness, or ever felt like I was invisible. The best part of it all is I moved from my comfort zone to a place totally foreign to me. I thought I was doing something good for myself. Exploring life options. Well I am here I feel invisible and haven't done anything good for myself. I am just wondering if this was as good of an idea as I thought it was. At first I loved it. Meeting new people seeing new things knowing there is more to life, but in the back of my head I really have started to wonder if going home to my comfort zone would be a good thing or a bad thing? I think I am just going through a really weird time in my life and I don't know where to turn or what to do because honestly I don't exactly know what I want. It is easy to say I wanna go home I know whats there. Friends, family, but other than that, at this point in my life there isn't really anything else there for me. I have some goals that I know would improve my life a lot but I have had these goals for so long and I am embarrassed to say I haven't reached any. It is so frustrating and honestly embarraseing to me. I wish life could just be simple again but newsflash to me life is never simple. Life sucks right now and I just wish I would stop being so confused and just change.......